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Becoming Well Again

by Jekssaira

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1.
Today I saw someone who looked just like you And my heart began to sink so deep I started to get red, blushing is what I did And I noticed, you're with me always Ohhh oh oh oh oh ohhh ohhh X2 Then I left from work Going home alone But hey thats how life is nowadays You were unhappy I was unhappy But I loved you more than you could ever know Cause I wanted you Cause I needed you Cause I loved you Then here you are with this girl who's rocking your world As long as your happy, I'm okay with this But you're still in my head making me wish that I was dead No sleep, just the cost of things that you once said And what drives me mad Is that you're so bad I'm gone for a few, turn my head and see someone new I see you once again And of course, I fall back in love again Thinking that maybe we could be but that someone else ain't me And I know you're over me That I can see But darling my love will be eternal to thee Whether you like it or not X2 I can't stop My heart won't stop
2.
Set Me Free 04:21
I'm starting to feel how I felt two years ago Lost and delirious, confused, tired and alone Oh oh oh love.. Why did you do me wrong? Oh oh oh love.. Please go away You follow me everywhere I go Please let me be and find somebody else Sitting in my room waiting for someone to talk to me Rather than me read sappy love stories, oh feel bad for me Oh oh oh love.. Why did you do me wrong? Oh oh oh love.. Please go away You follow me everywhere I go Please let me be and find somebody else Bridge Set me free X2 Hear me roar lord, I am unhappy and alone Will you conquer my soul and set it free? Snap off the wire that has cupid over me Will I die alone? Or are you able to help me?
3.
Gaslighter 04:23
I'm starting to realize I wasn't the only one who messed up here This feeling my gut made it impossible to see things clear And oh, how my hearts breaking apart Cause I failed to mention how I felt from the start Do you even know what you did to me? I don't think you know at all You made me feel like I was weak and not strong enough Well, hunny I'm much better than you think cause I've grown so much And oh, how I'm falling apart Cause I put you first and how you are Everything you said oh everything you said Goes straight to my head, goes straight to my head I'm stronger than you think And you know I've gone through so much like how you did We all have our ways And people make mistakes I hate how my hearts still crazy for you All the photographs I have of you Makes me tear up and have anger towards you I wanna be with someone who will stay and love me But you made me realize I wasn't worth to be with I'm stronger than you think And you know I've been through so much like how you did We all have our ways and people make mistakes I hate how my hearts still crazy for you
4.
No I ain't feelin too fine No I ain't feelin too fine I may hide it so well But I ain't feeling fine The truth is my hearts broken The truth is I don't want to live I'm just living life til the day I die You made it worth to be alive And I'm sorry I'm sorry For not worrying For not showing you how much you mean to me No I ain't feelin too fine No I ain't feelin too fine I may hide it so well But I ain't feelin fine On my left I see one of my best friends Tell me tequila, is this the end? It's up to me to make a choice But all I hear is your voice Please forgive me For not knowing For not caring For not telling you how much you mean to me Bridge And I know, I know, I won't be okay And I know, I know, that you won't stay And I know, I know, that this is the end And I know, I know, I know You're gone You're gone You're gone You're gone
5.
It's a brand new day for feeling new Opening my heart up to keep you And now that I believe that I could do anything To wake up each day with a happier face, thinking of You You I've had my heart broken many times before Which lead me to close the door To my heart, I told myself "don't let anyone in" But now it seems like it was a mistake to think That After experiencing love, I'm all abused Should I let you in or lock you out, I'm all fucking confused Now is the time to open my heart to you I don't want to be alone or die without You You I've made many mistakes before Which lead me to close the door To my heart, I told myself "don't let anyone in" But now it seems like it was a mistake to think Bridge Another night Another dream Another sight Another place Another escape Another taste that I can't erase Another fall Another call Another cry but I must try To get through this (Tomorrows a brand new day) X3 To get through this Tomorrows a brand new day
6.
Voy a cantar y sonãr Toca the guitarra y esperar Voy a hacerme feliz y nadie me va a decir como debo vivir Este corazon sintio dolor y amor por mucho tiempo, pensando, que tal vez no tenga miedo Pero eso no es cietro Sigo sintiendo lo mismo Chinga la paciencia Voy hacer lo que yo quiera Voy intentar y voy intentar hasta que sea sienta normal Esta tristeza no sea puede quedar Estos sueños deben haverse realidad Nescesito hacerlos realidad Por favor padre ayúdame Yo era joven cuando peque y nunca me senti bien Siempre llevare este pecado dentro de mi para recordarme que no soy el unico que sufre aqui Quiero esta bien Quiero hacer bien X2 Quiero pensar bien Quiero sentime bien Aunque pienso en morir Todavia quiero vivir Luchando contra esta energia negativa en mi Solo quiero ser feliz Enamorada y decir Lo Hice Lo Hice Lo Hice
7.
I'm gonna be just fine I'm gonna be alright It just takes time I'll have my ups and downs Feelings all around But I'll still be okay Feeling good, feeling positive tonight Feeling great, feeling strong, feeling lucky to be alive Things that make me smile Makes it all the worth while I can still be happy And all these intrusive thoughts Can no longer burden my heart I want to to be okay so I can Feel that love again To feel that passion again To feel my heart beat again To feel warm and safe again I'll be okay I'll be alright It's about damn time I start taking care of my life X3 I'll be okay I'll be alright It's about damn time I start taking care of my life <3

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This album is about going from negative thinking to positive thinking. I have felt too many emotions making these songs from 2011 til now. I've learned to love again and for the first time, love myself. I hope this album will help others as it did to me.

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released September 16, 2022

Recorded and mastered by Eamon McMullen from The Pigeon Pack <3

Album artwork by Val Martinez
with the help of my sister, Debbie Rodriguez, for my name and album title <3

And to Kate Hoos for taking the photo I wanted to take during my photoshoot to make this album artwork what it is <3

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Jekssaira New York, New York

Loud gay musician from Queens, NY

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